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Wednesday, 26 January 2011

  • 2011 update

    It's 2011! :)

    I've been led back after a good friend told me about her checking up on her old site on here. So I re-read some of my blogs and I think it's very ironic that I'm going through the same things that mirror 2007-2008. One major thing that I'm proud of is that I'm going to graduate this semester (at last:). And second I'm just going to focus on my own happiness. Yes that's right I don't have to deal with worrying about ex-SO. STORY OF MY LIFE: when I start school I have a SO and whenever I am about to end something, poof goes relationship-->it's dunzo (which is okay). Re-reading past blogs has made me realize that I have been going on a wild goose chase at times. If I have to sum that past relationship it would be as Toni Braxton sang "He wasn't man enough for me." And all of you who said it wouldn't last, you were right (honestly and I do appreciate it..I don't blame you) but I didn't want to face it because I was blinded and (blindsided at the end) by love. Life goes on and so does my own song. Nothing is going to stop me now especially because I am truly free to do whatever I want and no one is going to hold me back (anymore).

    San Diego, you have been good to me (through the good and bad; love and relationships lost (in one way, sadly) but I feel that through it all, it has made me a much stronger person.

    The countdown is on to the end of one chapter and although it is sad, I need to move on to another place whether it may be Boston or back home. Who knows? We shall see but I'm so excited! :)

    Ciao Bella

Wednesday, 29 April 2009

  • in a bind

    stuck in the middle
    stuck in the middle
    just stuck.

    I feel like I am caught in a bind. I find myself re-evaluating my relationship with my SO on a day to day basis. I don't want to be a killjoy in saying that I have doubts and I think about them in times of worry and when I take a step back from everything and analyze things.

    His past "recreational" smoking habits worry me. I know that everyone has flaws but it's one of those things that I need time to get over. I am glad that he doesn't do it anymore but I can't help but ask why and why some more? Drugs are not cool with me. Knowing that he has taken them in the past is really a turn-off.

    EDIT: I must let the past be the past and not hold that against him.

Sunday, 19 April 2009

Friday, 20 March 2009

Wednesday, 04 March 2009

  • AIDS kills.But using Condoms won't.

    use a condom every time YOU have sex cause it's not going to kill YOUto do so.


    YOU don't need to risk infection when deep in affection so use protection.

    use a condom,  every time you have sex


    You can show your love to your bf/gf by giving him/her a back massage or taking him/her to dinner...
    Don't
    show your love by giving him/her the gift(s) that
    can  keep giving ...STI's.
    So use protection. Now that's real affection.


    Saying 'I Love You' for the first time may be hard to say to your partner but telling them you put him/her at RISK for an STI may be even harder.

    If you have an STI tell your partner. The truth won't hurt of them knowing you have an STI as much as if they too have been infected by you. Open communication and Honesty is the best policy.


    Wear a Condom. And if you're sexually active, know the facts, and get tested.








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